I care about what people I care about care about.

I'm on a mission to find something to really believe in. 

I struggle. I care about what people I care about care about. I leech beliefs off of others. I don't stand on strong opinions. I can be talked into questioning most things. Hell, I don't have to be talked into it most times. 

This is something I can't find through research. What I want is not out there. The only answer, the only solution, is inside. It's from within that I alone can find myself. Anything else would be a continuance of my current state. This is not about learning, it is about determining. Or is it? I'm so far from the answer that I can't anticipate the direction this will come from. 

A strong belief equals a certain inflexibility. That may be what I strongly believe in refraining from.

I will try to remember to keep a record of my journey.